One of those days
I simply want to quit
Seems like there’s no way
I can’t seem to get with it
God, I’m trying and trying and trying to serve
Still it seems, for the moment at least
A punching bag is all I am on this earth
A punching bag that is covered in dirt
Where do I go, I don’t know where to step
Every footprint brand new
Destructive criticism abundant, reinforcement few
At least in my perception, my view
Perseverance weakening, this is so rough
Cutting so deep, my own brother, Your son
What of Your work, Lord? Your race, how can we run?
If slander’s profound, shot like a gun?
Am I done?
Should I leave today?
Stop getting in the way?
Find a new place?
Would the problem go away?
God, is this truly where you’ve called me?
Is this where I need to be?
Lord, clear my mind, help me to think
I know you never said this would be easy
Still, I did not foresee, I did not expect
The trouble I have, from one of the best
This ensuing dilemma, quite the test
Seems to be halting Your progress
This is the reason, I have no doubt
Previous leaders have not stuck around
I understand how he feels, Lord, I really do
The best fix I have is to leave the group
Should I, or should I continue to troop?
Lord, I’m not here for him, I’m here for You
Should I stay or leave, Lord tell me please
Today, I do not feel like this is where you want me to be…